Not Much Change

Having her here (in the NICU) is so stressful, and I just cannot wait to have her home...I'm still trying to deal with this, and some days are not as smooth, but I'm doing the best I know how.

Not much has changed in the last few days. She's still under Phototherapy, still on 25% and 2 liters Oxygen, still not taking much from the bottle and most of the milk going in the tube, and still dealing with erratic heart rate. But...I would rather no change than worse change.

Between trips back and forth, visiting her, pumping, trying to get things ready at home, trying to squeeze in time to get some other stuff done, I barely have time to breathe at the end of the day. Nana has to feed us, or we forget to eat even.