She Passed!!!

Okay, so...she is home!! She passed the sleep study! She still has some breathing issues while feeding, she tries to eat too fast, so we learned a couple tricks to pace her a bit to help with reminding her to breathe. She is also on a monitor, which is a bit overwhelming, but I am really hoping she won't need it for long.

I do believe I just had my very first "omg, I'm actually a mommy" moment. I had a good cry for a change, not a "this situation sucks" cry. The feelings I have are amazing and a bit overwhelming.

I can't believe this little, living, breathing, adorable little girl is a perfect one-of-a-kind mix of me and Roger. No one else can make anything like her, she is ours. Does that make sense? It is a little difficult to put into words how I'm feeling, but it's all good.

Maybe it'll be different when I'm sleep deprived, lol.